Yay! I LOVE getting the mail these days! And I LOVE how clueless she is about the whole situation. Lol

Our lives improve only when we take chances - and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.

Makenna's Outfit

Yay!  Makenna's outfit was picked up today.  I LOVE it.  I'm so glad we decided to go into Sweet Love Sugar Britches .  They did such a wonderful job.  Oh and BTW its Hot Pink, Lime Green, White, and Brown.  I know it looks black but that was just the bad camera phone.  Now I just need to get everything else orgnainzed.  Last minute cupcake theme has been some what of a challenge.  I thought for sure in Austin finding cupcake stuff would be easy....WRONG!  Everything has to be ordered which means shipping which means NO BUENO for Tiffany since the party is in a few days.  The good thing is that I'm off tomorrow so atleast I will have time to clean and get things ready.  That way I can spend Friday and Saturday tracking down the last minute items.  Since I'm baking everything myself I definitely need to be home somewhat early Friday night so I can begin.  This will definitely be interesting.  Crossing my fingers it turns out okay. 

Anthony Hamilton is perfect for my mood right now...

PATERNITY RESULTS ARE IN.....

I received the paternity results today in the mail for Makenna.  It is 99.99% positive that Lamonte IS the father.  LOL...as if we really had any doubts.  The only good thing about getting it done was that it gives certain other people no reason to doubt it anymore.  My beautiful little blonde hair blue eyed girl is definitely the daughter of Mr Morris.  :-)  She has his personality, his dimples, his forehead (poor baby), and definitely his DNA.  Now that we're done with that I should just be going to court to settle the visitation rights.  Since he won't be there it will be up to me to come up with what I think is fair.  I don't want to be ugly about things because he really does finally seem interested in being in her life so I think I'll leave it up to him as to when he wants to see her.  The only thing I will be strict about is that they will supervised visits for at least the first year.  So much has gone on that I need to see that he truly has changed before I'd trust him taking my daughter outside of my home.  I still need to write him about that so hopefully he will agree that its the best decision for now.  We just have to take things slowly to build a better and more positive relationship with one another.  There hasn't been much trust on either side so I think once we can fix that we'll be better parents for Makenna.

pics of Asia on her birthday. Can't believe our sweet puppy is already 2. Sleep tight everyone.

Court in the morning. Keeping my fingers crossed we can finalize everything tomorrow. Time to write Lamonte back. How ironic I received his letter asking for