Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Daddy’s Never There

Little girl. 5 years old. First day of school.

Mommy’s there to waive goodbye with tears in her eyes.
He said he’d come but he’s not there, another one of his lies.
Little girl left feeling sad again like she’d been fooled.


“Daddy’s never there.”


New man tries to take his place.
Promises the world, moves them far away.
Looking back part of her still wanting to stay.
Praying she doesn’t forget his face.

Time goes by.
Life seems good to everyone else.
They don’t see the secrets held in this house.
All the bruises Mommy tries to hide and tears running down our face.
She wishes he’d come and save her from this place.


“Daddy’s never there.”


She’s all grown up and headed off to prom.
Parents gather to take pictures.
She’s greeted by just her mom.
While the other girls pose with their fathers she sits back and smiles.
She’d love for him to be there but she hasn’t heard from him in quite awhile.


“Daddy’s never there.”


5 years later. She falls in love and gives her heart to him.
Happy as can be. Everything is wonderful until they move in.
Then to her surprise, history repeats itself again.

She starts to drink to cover up the pain
Begins to drown in all the rain.
Bruises down her back, eyes getting darker each day.
She loves him but knows she can no longer stay.

She doesn’t want her family, she doesn’t want her friends.
She wants the one man in her life that seems to be his twin.
But…

“Daddy’s never there."


After 9 months of tears & pain,
It’s finally time to meet Makenna Jayde.
Family gathers with smiles all around.
Still she couldn’t help but feel a little let down.

He said he’d be there but never came.
She knew how he was so why was she surprised?
After all,


“Daddy’s never there."



1 comment:

  1. BUT.... she was there - referring to the mom. And you will be there for Makenna :-) *hugs*

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